I was staring at the window, which acted like a faint mirror, all I could see was Me. I was looking from the perimeter to the center, and the center had Me. It was either Me or I. Most of My thoughts are concerned about Myself, am I only this feeble worth?
The two most important values in My life are equality and humility, and suddenly I couldn't find a basis for them other than I and Me. If I am to be restricted within Me. Selfish is what I want, selfless is what I don't want. I now see the highest of virtues are defined only to please the I. And thus in a revolving contradiction, I cannot find a reason for sustaining My identity. It's all confusing and depressing that I will be limited within Myself for the rest of My life.